Bored as hell of "sincere" guys. Go "sincere" someone else, maybe theyll teach you the difference between sincere and offensive.
Maybe its my fault, since Im not a real artist and only draw for the fun of doing it, and as a kind of therapy. Lets face it, drawing is not an openheart surgery. And you can do bad drawings on purpose, without people telling you your lifestile is weird - that in my case is totally true, but thats not the point -.
DA and my blog are all what have been left after my life earthquake, three months ago. I stopped most of my social life, and hung to the Internet like crazy. This is the only way I can feel Im not a total disaster; on the Internet there are people who are kind to me, and thats really comforting; or people who dont say anything cos they dont really know - or bother -, only reading the journals, what Im going through, and thats comforting, too.
Maybe I deserve what I got, or maybe not. But its not you who have to tell it. As for what Im concerned, no, I totally dont deserve it. I did my best, I put all the effort and good wishes, and I was left, being considered as a nuisance. And maybe I am a nuisance. Im not denying it. But Im still trying my best to get along, and the last thing I need is some excessive-ego-people telling me how stupid I am. Cos I dont have that self-confidence you sprout by each of your pores, and that fact makes us very difficult to measure with the same rule.
Maybe, and just maybe, when someone tells me my life is weird cos I dont put all my effort in a fucking drawing, or that they know why these things happen to me, I dont hear "ey, keep trying, you can improve", but "your life is weird" and "no wonder your life sucks".
Still running. Check
HERE how it works, and feel free to do it yourself!
Meh
Defeated
Hopeless
The subscription will have to wait, though, Im not in my wealthiest time atm ._.U
Homesick
